Trying To Love Myself First

2018. ini foto waktu gue manggung di acara pensi SMA gue,

itung-itung sebagai farewell masa SMA, karena itu gue udah kelas 3 xixi.

holla peeps! i've wrote a new song, and it tells about let go with happy vibes, even though my heart still emo, but i wanna have some cuteness thing, and colorful teenage happy vibes in this song. because this song is very energic teenage pop. so i was exited to wait to this song to out to the world, and spread some happy vibes to the teenage emo heart out there! but i should wait until my very first EP [Letter For You] out to release on spotify, cos i'm already prepared for that EP for too long ago. and i hope this could be my first way to join to this industry of music! huh, just can't wait, but lil bit insecure haa haha! but thats okay! i'm sure i can! yes!. and for you guys who read this blog! LOVE YOU and please WAIT til this song out to the WORLD!

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here's the lyric and the meaning!

Ghiffargo - Trying To Love Myself First

[verse one]

When I wake up, I remember

That you were gone, and it’s okay

I’m sure I can live without you

 

I don’t know why, I can feel this

That I’m okay, even you’re not here

By my side

 

[chorus]

And I can still happy as long as you were there

Trying to love my self first

And I hope that we’ll always have a nice day

And do the best today

 

[verse two]

Feelin’ grateful, cause I’m still have

A good bestie, that always

Have to support me to throw away

All my insecure

 

And she would have the time, she said to me

If I want to share story, and i want say thankyou

 

[chorus]

And I want be happy as long as I can do

Trying to love my self first

And I hope that we’ll always have a good day

And do the best today

(and do the best today, and do the best today)

 

Jakarta, 9 sept 2021.

 

// Arti dan makna dari lirik lagunya //

[verse one]

Ketika gue bangun, gue inget

Kalo lo udah pergi, dan itu gapapa

Gue yakin gue bisa hidup tanpa lo

 

Gue gatau kenapa, gue bisa ngerasain ini

Kalo ternyata gue gapapa, bahkan lo udah ga disini

Disamping gue

 

[chorus]

Dan gue masih bisa bahagia selama lo disana

Gue mencoba mencintai diri gue sendiri dulu

Dan gue harap kita akan selalu memiliki hari yang menyenangkan

Dan lakukan yang terbaik hari ini

 

[verse two]

Merasa bersyukur, karena gue masih punya

Sahabat yang baik, yang selalu

Mensupport gue untuk ngebuang

Semua rasa insecure gue

 

Dan dia akan punya waktu, soalnya dia pernah bilang ke gue

Kalo misalkan gue mau cerita ke dia, dan gua cuma mau bilang terimakasih ke dia

 

[chorus]

Dan gue cuma pengen bahagia selama gue bisa

Gue mencoba mencintai diri gue sendiri dulu

Dan gue berharap bahwa kita akan selalu memiliki hari yang baik

Dan lakukan yang terbaik hari ini

(dan lakukan yang terbaik hari ini, dan lakukan yang terbaik hari ini)

 

// deskripsi //

Intinya lagu ini bercerita tentang mengikhlaskan seseorang yang udah pergi dari hidup kita, tapi dengan suasana kebahagiaan! se-simple itu. hehe!.

THANKYOU!